uncertainty...

been full of new art lately. which usually means one of two things: a) i am riding the highs of my bipolar rollercoaster... or b) i am struggling emotionally, and need an outlet that doesn't require words. and i think i would have to say that at the moment i am battling back and forth between the two. my life has dramatically changed over the past week, and i honestly believe it is in my best interest. even if, for the time being, i am a total basket case. my relationship of over six years has skid to a screeching halt, and i am currently dealing with the whiplash. not much eating or sleeping going on, and i am really fighting to keep a posistive attitude. especially where my kids are involved. i know that in time i am going to be okay...

so, i am now on the path to self discovery. and let me tell ya, it is a very confusing journey so far. doubt, uncertainty, regret, disappointment, heartache, sadness, fear, rejection... all have been experienced over the past six days, and most in groups of two or three. if it weren't for the overwhelming sense of relief, i wouldn't think any of this would be worth it.

so, for those of you who visit me here, i'll share some of the fruits of my tearful labor. i'll be posting more soon.