feeling resolved
ive been waiting for that for days now... and i am grateful for it.
every reason i can think of for changing my mind is not for me. and i refuse to make decisions about my life, or my emotional well being, based on how i am afraid other people will take it. what i want most is to feel good about myself. and by being true to my heart and self, i am getting a little bit of that feeling. i know that if i continue on the path that i am setting out for myself now, i will be okay. there will be some hurt feelings in the meantime, but i can't allow that to affect my decision making process. i need to take care of myself first, and my children next.
there is a light at the end of this seemingly never-ending tunnel now...
every reason i can think of for changing my mind is not for me. and i refuse to make decisions about my life, or my emotional well being, based on how i am afraid other people will take it. what i want most is to feel good about myself. and by being true to my heart and self, i am getting a little bit of that feeling. i know that if i continue on the path that i am setting out for myself now, i will be okay. there will be some hurt feelings in the meantime, but i can't allow that to affect my decision making process. i need to take care of myself first, and my children next.
there is a light at the end of this seemingly never-ending tunnel now...


1 Comments:
I don't know what's going on with ya, but I wish you all the best in what sounds like a difficult period. Take good care of yourself!
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